i ought to start doing things. like now.
these days, normalcy comes to me like it never did before. i now, have a 9-6 full time job, a decent pay-check and attend school 3 times a week. i've a functional social life, keeps a healthy number of dinner dates every week, attempts to watch movie every Monday evening.
normalcy is now comfort. normalcy is now, exclusiveness, normalcy is dimmed lights not far away from the computer, normalcy is now waking up at 6am. normalcy is now having the ability and will to cook for people, the ability to accept compliments, the ability to be yourself. normalcy is getting to know new friends and get together to have a good time, normalcy is grocery shopping and playing hide and seek in between the isles. normalcy is also holding hands and gaining acknowledgment. normalcy is not fearing of being ridiculed because of random crying. normalcy.
normalcy is being here, at this moment.
normalcy is how my heart palpitates while you laugh, normalcy.
oh the curse.
much love.
