when the raindrops hit the concrete ground.
i've been haunted by that one line ' i don't know if i can live without you.'
all things, beautiful, lush and real will subsequently disintegrate into nothingness, leaving two hearts broken, unmendable and eventually dead.
and, today i realise, no matter how much i want to feel alive again for a particular someone, to have my heart in my mouth when i see you, i don't think i can ever handle yet another of that ' i don't know if i can live without you' moment.
some things are just unfortunate this way.
vulnerable moments are best savored alone in the comfort of my own blanket right before the day breaks.
i'd very much like to have a regular heartbeat, for now.
i think.
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