我的冬天就要来了

and because i can't really articulate very well now, at this instance, i shall point-form it all.

• i do feel really bad about being so snappy at A all the time over her computer problems. but really, patience is never my virtue, and i hope and pray that the next time she needs help, i will suck it all up and just be the docile, cheery, and helpful sister-in-law that i should be. after all, she's nice, and i do like her on alternate weeks when she does not bully my poor poor brother and mother.
• i am excited about my upcoming trips to hong kong, china and taiwan.
• but, at the same time, i am unexcited about the demise of my bank account balance. RIP, my pathetic savings. we will meet again.
• hello 买东西吃东西, hello cheer chen, hello hair-standing twitches in heart moments, hello strangers, hello beauty of having incredulous amount of free time to roam around unknown cities and the opportunities to claim a small part as my very own in time to come, hello memories of good ones, not so good ones, and downright outrageous ones. hello my viewfinder.
  
• there are many insatiable wants and needs at this point of my life and to make it easier, i will simplify it as, i need and want ONE BILLION USD. i am also happy to accept POUNDS or EUROS. why thank you.
• i need to be a better person.
• and, really, we need to 拍照留念
• sigh.
  

this breath won't hold till morning

this morning as i walked my way out of the train station, i made a little bet.

if it's not raining, it'd be the indication that she likes me too.

and it wasn't.
and i grinned.

was that silly.