Tuesday, April 1, 2008

fear of drowning

things have changed within 7 days.
a week.
168 hours.

things have changed.

i don't know if i am ever ready but as much as i wanted to be that very cover girl for something i believe in so ever strongly, i think i have failed. because, i have chosen to stuff my pockets with dollar bills instead.

shame, shame, shame.

i am amazed and remain humbled by the extent of people's kindness and niceness. and i shall not forget because i want to be just like that, if ever given a chance. to be supportive, encouraging, forgiving and even empathetic. not sympathetic. but, empathetic. they probably will never find out, but it impacted me in ways i can't exactly describe. that very kindness and niceness. and i don't ever want to forget.

oh little simple things.

and yes.

you know it's time that we grow old and do some shit.

i just don't know if i am ever ready.
that's really all, it is.
really.

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