friday morning just before going to work, in shabby home teeshirt still, i feel like almost half-drowning. in the sea of unknown and work. it's exhilarating, it's scary, it's making me want to wave the white flag and yet it's making me want to beat the bad guys and kick them in the faces. if i were to tell my parents how stressed i am, they will shrug it off and surely to say something which won't even make it past my eardrums.
but remembering eng's experience with her father is good enough a reminder to myself.
the key to success is, do not be weak.
tho i'm sure he did not guarantee success. but it can't be the gateway to failure, now, can it?
so, bottom line is, do not be weak.
even if what i yearn to do now is definitely not changing out of my shabby home teeshirt and preparing to go to work. ideally, it'd be to sleep in, wake up at whenever i want to and spend the beautiful day with eng.
then again, a few hours more to saturday, the day to live high. and perhaps, mighty.
and so here we go now.. into the realm of responsibilities.
*poof!
